Jotting down thoughts for personal memo. Here's one! Restriction.

Nightmares, and the depths of the human imagination. The subconscious and how it is intent on rationalizing what you may think are the thoughts of others, rather then just the thoughts of your own. This falls into worry, and distrust.

Oh! Here's another one, how animals/pets can affect our lives ^.^ (If ya don't mind me sorta spamming here with the ideas that come to my mind to help ya out :P)

The Downward Spiral, where one looses hope - I notice how people become discharged, opposite from the rest of the world... Without hope there cannot be love, without love there cannot be faith, without faith there can be no base point of any relationship.

Retaliation

Dependancy. How people depend upon one another in a relationship or a family. Whe one aspect of either is changed for the worse or removed, it will crumble and become a miserable heap of nothingness...

Drugs? Ever heard, Bridge Over Troubled Water?

Ignorance. Assuming something is true without knowing all the facts. For example: In a relationship, assuming that your significant other is cheating on you. Could easily be a misunderstanding of a situation.
I personally am greatly affected by my pet. He's been a great friend through the years, making me happy, more socially compatible, and safer.
Huh...True, dependancy is used in many instances of everyday life. It's one of the most realistic things that comes up in my opinion.

A couple blocks on Hitlers Success. Manipulation. What makes a man manipulable? Again, is it his lack of hope? Distrust? After all, Hitler killed the aquitted.

If you aim to keep that in mind, I guess I won't give you a philosophical mindfuck. Though what I say might be more of a "take notes and reform" thing from my "bullshit of reality". :p

The subconcious is basically everything we are. It's something that uses our influences, to make us who we are using other people. It's something that makes us know our fantasies. And while it's everything we are, we also don't know about it. It's hard to get to forcefully, and only seems to show in our developement as people, and can vary from the strength of the influences. Might be from animals, might be from a simple view, might be from some homeless person, who has lost everything but keeps pushing on to survive.

Parranoia - not sure if I have spelt that right but I'm on a roll so I can't be assed to go back and retype it ;P

On the subject of hope, the first step to failure. Is to stop trying.

Hey, if this topic is still open, you could write about how pointless ID cards are in the UK! =P
such a pain in the ass to get 18 rated games these days...

In reply to your question on my user page.
Without a doubt, Aikido, sharpens the reflex's better than any other style.
PS: 10 years of Juijitsu is awesome, nice dedication. Keep it up.

Wow, I see an Esoteric Master in the making in you. But in regards to recommendations, like I said before Aikido simply because its not so much a reactive martial art more of a pre-emptive martial art, ie: you actually get a feel for when and where someone will attack you. Also if you wish to increase speed then maybe give Boxing a go for a while. I actually Boxed from 7 to 15 years old before I took up martial arts, Judo being my first, but my boxing gave me great speed and surprisingly good footwork when needed. And this may sound terribly basic, but Squats and Push-Ups are the best exercises you can possibly do. Set yourself an amount to do in a given time, then try best your time everyday, dont do more, just go faster. Also stupid as it sounds by yourself a Hula-Hoop its the best hip work out you can do. I know it sounds weird but it really works. Its all about the hips.